hm.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Ah, I can't use the mouse or type very well now because my right hand is swollen and hurting halfway to hell.

Silly me, because I brought this upon myself. See, I was resting on my aunt's chair yesterday (well, it's actually a really big heavy wood bench with a thin mattress set across it) because I was feeling bloated in the stomach. In fact, I was in a really sour mood because I was having a flu and I was hungry but I couldn't eat because of the bloatedness. Then my cousin decided to come along and be annoying, pulling the pillow out from under my head. I got so pissed, I punched straight down into the chair =.=

Painful experience aside, I had a great Christmas dinner at my aunt's place on Friday with my cousin Yilin and her mum and grandma. Apparently there was a Christmas surprise too: she was to stay over at my place for the night.

Had a good time watching videos and just talking about random stuff and family until about 1 plus in the morning...actually I played MW2 till about 2 after she slept lol.

Remember that flu I mentioned? Damn this sensitive nose. I got it because I slept on the floor while she took the bed. I think it was the comforter my mum pulled out of the storeroom after god knows how long.

Followed her (or rather, was kinda dragged) to a worship rehearsal the next morning with a raging nose...I guess it was enjoyable since I had her for company.

She wants to make me a drummer for her church band because they've only got one (according to her, he's been their drummer for every performance for the past few years). I mean, I'm okay with playing the drums, of course, but well...you know. Baby steps...baby steps. It's so very hard to let her down, you know? Plus, I get to see her more often.

Anyway, I heard that hall expenses for NTU have risen. Significantly. What was it, $75/week? Forget it! I'd rather do 1.5hr one-way commutes than pay that much! If I don't like staying in camp as it is, why should I PAY to do the same elsewhere? I would spend time to save $75 a week, not the other way round.

I feel so soft. Shouldn't have skipped gym... =.= It's really annoying when you try to pull up the sleeves of your shirt and they keep slipping down because your forearms aren't big enough.

And...I think the New Year Eve gig at Sentosa is a bust. No news of rehearsals yet. There goes my $100.

Damn it, I need money.

Friday, December 25, 2009

It's Christmas!

...how boring. LOL.

Pretty tired today because I reached home at 1am last night after meeting my JC classmates for pool. I pride myself on not drinking yesterday despite them ordering two jugs of Jack Daniels and Bacardi coke! I just don't see why I should drink when everytime I do it seems as if I'm forcing myself.

Anyway I think yesterday's morning session at work was productive, although we didn't get very much done. I think I can safely attribute that to the fact that the dance moves were significantly harder than what we've been doing...especially since now we have to move around during the chorus. Now I'm aching in places I never even knew existed =.= On a happier note, I found out that I'm actually not the stiffest member of the group!! Man, that's surprising.

I wish I had somewhere in my house to practice alone. It's so awkward trying stuff out in front of my computer. =/

Merry Christmas!...I think.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Someone save me from myself.

I'm absolutely depressed at the fact that I'm in Singapore, not Seoul. Or Shanghai. Or Bangkok.

*sigh*

I should have had some kind of 'SNSD Concert Emergency Fund'.

*sigh*

Why...why...WHY!!!

*sigh*

Have an awesome concert, girls. Well the one in Seoul was already jaw-dropping fantastic, so no worries there.

*sigh*

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Is it really almost mid December?

Is 2010 really just around the corner?

Time seems to be passing faster than I thought...and I don't know if it's a good or bad thing, really.

I should stop taking things for granted. Everything.

What kind of New Years' resolutions should I have?

How can I become a better person; a better friend; a better son?

This is probably one of those 'New Year crises'.

Can I fulfill the promises I've made to myself and to other people? Or will they once again turn out to be empty?





Come now, don't shed another tear
The dust has settled; there's nothing to fear
See the truth as it is; it's right in front of you
Don't deny this. Don't deny me.

Come now, hush hush.
In this very moment, I promise you
With all my heart, with all my blood
I will free you.

Disregard the Heavens and the Earth
Disregard hatred and evil
Disregard love and happiness
Because I am here with you.

I am here with you forever.

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Sunday, sunday, sunday. Time for an update.

Let's start with Friday...went to meet up with my JC classmates for a december babies dinner at New York New York then Parkway for pool. I swear my mouth ached for hours from laughing so much. We passed around presents too! I got a shirt and polo tee from Topman which I like a lot...but realized later when I tried them on that...I still have to gym often. Very often.

Saturday was boring...nothing much to say about it.

And today was December's COG, which, to me, was disappointing, although I think the band did very well. Ah, I guess there's no use talking about it anyway. What a waste.

Things are starting to become rather uncertain, with ORD coming up and the sudden realization that I have a serious lack of MONEY.

My friends and I are planning to go to Japan this coming April for a holiday, and I'm going to have to come up with airfare money sometime this month. Where the heck am I supposed to get that? Damn it, I should have saved more.

And I'm starting to get impatient with my SNSD delivery. What the hell is taking them so long? It's going to be a month since the day I ordered them.

Speaking of uncertain, it's just that I've gotten used to going to work on a regular basis and thus getting paid on a regular basis, even though it's peanuts...so I'm worried about getting a job after I ORD. Or in the best case scenario, as soon as I ORD.

And speaking of ORD-ing, I've gotten my clearance form! Ah, I can taste it now. The subtle, inviting taste of freedom. It's tickling my tongue now. Yeah, it really is.

I can't wait for Tuesday. Why? I have a strong urge to dance. Sorry. Sorry sorry sorry sorry.

So sorry.

Sheryl Chua Yi Hui, do you have any idea how much I miss you? =/