A night of endless slapstick fun and a rather embarrassing fixation.

Zombie-fied =.=

I don't know who to ask, or what to say...but with the utmost sincerity and humility I ask of but one thing.

I have a dream for 2010. A really big dream. I fear that this is the only time I will ever have the chance to make it come true.

All I ask is for this dream to come true this year. Just this once.

My love is true, and my heart is pure. Just this once...can my wish be granted?

Just this once...let my dream come true.

Call me crazy, but it's past 11pm now (which means a new day has begun in Seoul), and I can't help but feel a little sad that a wondrous day has passed.

No, nothing happened to me today! I woke up at 9:30am to a call from an agent at Adecco offering me a job opening, which I accepted. I then spent the rest of the day sitting in front of the computer, doing the random stuff that I invariably find myself doing everyday.

I didn't meet any new people, didn't have a great time with my friends...and the only things that made me smile were the old SNSD videos that I'd decided to watch again to relive the beginning of my fanboy days. Good times.

I didn't help an old lady cross the street, nor did I do any other good deeds.

I was just being...me.

But today was a special day. It was a very special day for someone so near, yet so far away.

Call me crazy, people. Today was Kim Taeyeon's birthday.

Today, 21 years ago, someone was born into this world who would grow up to spread her love with a zest and passion that would be an inspiration for many. And she did it whilst holding hands with 8 other hopefuls who have stepped out of their comfort zone, showing the world what the years of training, countless hours of sweat and tears have moulded them into. And what fine sculptures they had turned out to be.

Today, 21 years ago, Girls' Generation's leader Kim Taeyeon was born. It was a worldwide blessing 18 years in the making. It was a blessing showered upon us when the girls debuted in 2007.

If I were to identify just one feeling I felt throughout today...it would be thankfulness. Thankfulness that amongst all the others in this world whom we've come to love and treasure, we have Taeyeon to join that exclusive circle.

Haha...look at me, I'm pouring out some sort of one-sided love or something. Fanboys can be a little strange sometimes, huh? Well I can't help it, honestly, because I feel that this is something I have to say. I have to say it because it comes from the very bottom of my heart. I feel proud to share the love that hundreds of thousands of sones all over the world have for these girls. I feel proud that whenever the girls cross my mind, I sometimes stop to say a little prayer to whomever would accept it. Be healthy. Be safe. Be happy.

And today has passed, and the only thing we can do is move forward; leaving yet another milestone behind. As time moves ever forward, the plot of life thickens, complexities weaving with mysteries shrouded in enigmas that continue to unfold around us, little by little, leaving us completely and utterly confused at ever corner we turn.

I want to dream with you forever, girls. I want to dream with you forever Taeyeon. We all love you very dearly, and I sincerely hope you know that. Wherever you are and whatever you do, we will always be behind you as the sones who will never give up, just like you never gave up.

I hope you've had lots of smiles, fun and laughter today! I know you can't hear me like this...but perhaps somehow, my sincerity will touch your heart in even the tiniest way. Be healthy, be safe and be happy our beloved Kim Taeyeon =)

We will always love you =)