HerE to bLoG aGaiN..... ......

Wow...its been like...a billion years since I last updated my blog...not in the mood to blog i guess...But plenty of things have been happenin laTely...some good, some bad. Although I would'nt want to reiterate the lousy things that happened to me recentLy. My fault, though..... I seem to be caught in a cloud of conFusion lately... ... ...

She appeaReD to mE in a dReam...as a lover...as someone I wouLd truLy cherish...but in real life...she remains but a fRienD...haIz...whaT if everything I've experiEnced starts to happEn again? What if I feel the pain I had to deaL with before? I don'T wAnt that...but I feeL so...vulnerable...so confused...haiZ....

LoTz have been happening at band lately...jusT seriously started Ross Roy and Singapura Suite...very nice songs...although we're not playing the full score for S'pore suite...Love the mallets part in Ross Roy...so fun to play...such beautiful music...and to think I never knew how to even spell Ross Roy in the first place. A pretty embarrassing mistake, I must say... The sec4s haven't been coming for band laTely...so siaNz....borinG lahz...but den they muz study for eXamZ...haiZ...miss all the sec4s....waHahAz...

Oh welL...I noThiN to typE lahz...so long...HaiZ...