hey hey! seems there was some kind of problem with blogger on Opera so now I'm using IE...damn I do hate IE...Speaking of IE (microsoft developed), my copy of Vista is still sitting under my desk and I do detest the thought of taking it out and installing it...so I wont...at least till the new service pack is out to correct all the rubbish inside.


I went out with dearest yesterday to TM and Pasir Ris Park!!! Its been a long long time since we'd gone out on a date...alone...so I thought yesterday was a damn good time, although YZ, Geraldine, Jasper and (was there someone else? I can't remember.) were with us for a little while. The stupid bomberman was single player lah...couldn't play with her. Time Crisis 2 was in a sorry state too, so we had to scout around that pathetic piece of tenance people call an arcade to find something decent to play. Crazy taxi was fun!!! haven played in a long long time =) I kinda enjoyed the attention a big group of people offered me while I was playing advanced on Daytona USA (yes, old game...but old habits die hard -- old games die hard??) got 1st place wahahahah!





After that we went to Pasir Ris Park...intended to take a bus there lar, but in the end took a cab since it was getting late and there was a long queue for 403 (baby hates long queues...don't you? =D ) damnit my fingers are retarded today. can't type!!! jiayou jiayou! tell you ah, dear was so crappy all the way lah!!! dunno what happened to her yesterday =)

We found a place to sit down and take pics! (it was god damn it crowded...on a Saturday...WHY!?!?!?!?) here's some of em!

wahahaha...sapporo potato ETHNIC FLAVOUR!!!! get it? me malay? she chinese? =D

she MIGHT kill me for this...but it's worth dying for! =D

and the sunset...taken by yours truly! hey the sunset at PRP wasn't so good, but it works for me!

After that we went back to White Sands to have dinner at the food court...wanted to have Jerk (oops...Lerk) Thai but was too expensive... 0_o hmmmmm the bus! =)

Alrighty, that just about wraps up the part about yesterday xD

How am I? Well band has been hectic..and school? I couldn't care less at this point in time. I NEED to get past SYF so I can start STUDYING! YES STUDYING! coming out of my mouth (fingers?) eh? can't believe it? well believe it...I need to start studying. baby reminded me of how much I forgot by asking me stuff about last years' maths stuff =)

yeap....and alumni chalet on the 4th...I should be goin, though I've got band till 9pm or later on that night. will try to make it ba. But I dun wanna go in alone. haha so scary lah there...summore at night leh. oh well.

I know I've not been updating for a long time and this should continue till I'm like more free...so bear with me okay?

See ya!

[[ in the bus!!!!! ]]

Guess who's blogging from the school computer lab? It's just me...after finding that the bounce of the keys on the keyboard was smooth enough for someone to be typing something for a long period of time...so I decided to blog...amidst the all too familiar tunes of Iris and It Ends Tonight...My earpiece is screwed so I had to borrow my friends' Right now its the chorus...and might I say the volume is at the maximum...and these are in-ear earphones...so you can imagine the feeling of blasting musics straight into your eardrums...it's a pretty awesome feeling, though nobody really uses the word 'awesome' anymore...it think it's just fitting for something like this...

Yesterday was SPF's judgement day for SYF. I have to say the results yesterday, aside from SPF, was absolutely shocking. SPF got bronze...I need not say since anyone who'd bother about the SYF would know by now. I know they've put in a lot of work and I won't comment on that, but the only things I told carmen, joseph and mavis was to accept things as it was because there was nothing much they could do. I understood the fact that they had put in a hell of a lot of effort into this, and I salute them for that. I do believe that this was a result they were the last to deserve. I can imagine the downright devastation that maliciously swept through the hearts of the band members when the results were read out. It's a feeling that I've felt and never learnt to accept, but this time I know it really hit them hard. Real hard.

For yesterday alone, there were

1 Gold,
3 Silvers,

and the rest Bronzes. The judging this year is very, very strict...

Forbidden Love is pouring into my ears now and there's a certain feeling that's working its way down to my heart and coursing through that little stretch of memory lane up there in the endless expanses of my mind...I've not listened intently to this song since years ago...when qizheng introduced to me back in 2005. That's almost two years ago and still it feels like yesterday...come to think of it, everything that's happened in my life just happened so very fast...so fast that I never really got a chance to reminisce about the past happenings when something new just came about around the corner, whether I had expected it to come or not.

Years now feel like weeks, weeks like hours, every hour like a slightly prolonged second that makes its way through space and time in a subtle way we never stop to notice. People have changed in such a way that we never expect, the personalities we've been subjected to and then gotten so accustomed to in a way that we've never imagined...scraped down to whatever spirits and souls that we cease to recognize, at least not willingly. I won't talk much about that...i've been talking about it so much last year I think it just bores you all to death. No use talking about something that we can't change, anyway.

On a happier note, today is me and dear's third month together! time really flies when you're madly in love...it just feels as if everyday is not enough and no matter how much time we spend together it's hardly enough to curb the pain of absence. I really want this to work out and I hope we can pull through the years, no matter what stands in our way and whatever difficulties we face...I believe we can continue to share what we share today till the end of time =)

I loved,
I hurt,
I faced odds never surmountable in the worldly realm,
I found the ultimate gift,
I felt,
I wished,
I hoped,

I loved you, love you, and will never stop loving you.

Today is also PYMB's day for SYF...I really hope they get at least a Silver for the work they've put in. Neither SPF nor PY deserve the bronze. Really. All the way, PYMB! Do your best and leave that hall with no regrets to pin you down. Get this over with and we can move on to more fun stuff...like OUTDOOR 2008!

I think I'll end here. At least today there's no modem on the floor for me to accidentally turn off and cause this post to be lost within the WWW...

till next time...

[[ its not how long we will last, but how we will live through time ]]

Hail to all! tomorrow morning at 6:30am my chariot will arrive to take my family and I to Sunway Lagoon in Malaysia...no offense to malaysians...the country is great, but its people sometimes...sibeh guai lan. can only say that. Just hope this one isn't one full of undesirable experiences from locals. I just want to have fun...just like baby would want me to =)

School this week has been hectic...and very very tiring. I think the source of my seemingly inherent exhaustion had sprouted from the concert night, when I reached home only at midnight thereabout. The next day I was absolutely zombie-rrific...Had a shot of vodka...absolut vodka (straight from the tiny bottle) on monday morning and that perked me right up...hell, its effects lasted till tuesday! I was not really high, but really energetic and that really jerked the hell outta my classmates...I was not telling the jokes...I WAS the joke.

I went out with baby today...we spent a few short moments at pasir ris park after finishing school...a few moments to treasure (I wont elaborate...i'll just leave you to dabble within your limited pools of imagination to figure it out) before we cease to communicate in the flesh for three days. I'll still be all around in her dreams though...so it shouldn't be that bad. Don't miss me so much!!! I'll be right back here in SG on sunday...oh yah, havent found out exactly what time i'll be back yet. Will go ask later....

Today also happens to be SPF speech day. I hope it went well! I know they can do well...its just a matter of whether they want to or not. Same for SYF...they've a lot of potential...all they need to do is dedicate themselves to this cause; for the sec4s, at least a little while longer before they can start concentrating on their studies. Hell, band was my life till 2 months before prelims. wahahahaha. I still don't know how I crammed four years of words and numbers into this spastic brain of mine. And I still wonder if I can do the same for A levels. No. I can't. I need to start consistent studying now...dammit, I do have a bad habit of straying from the topic sentence during paragraphs..is this how I fail GP? Oh well, I passed my GP essay assignment for the first time in an eternity with 31/50. That's still quite bad. I wonder how I'll fare for my essay TEST. lol.

Band has been.....boring. utterly, utterly boring. I don't know why but I still dread going for band. I'd rather play BF2142 than go for band. Hell, I'd rather study than go for band, but its a responsibility that needs to be fulfilled at least till SYF is over. I'm not saying I dislike band. It's just...boring. haha.

On another note...one that may tickle the taste buds of a few who read this, I've finished two pints of Ben & Jerrys' ice cream. One pint on monday and another just yesterday. Butter Pecan and New York Super Fudge Chunk, both very, very nice. I've another pint called Banana something in the freezer...no mood to try....I've yet to try Midnight Cookie Dough. I heard from my friends that its pure indulgence. Will find that when I come back from M'sia!

I realized that its been weeks since I've done up the Autumn Story. I've gotta find time to do up the next chapter sometime next week. I can't let the story die! It's my story...no wait, it's ours =)

I think that should cover what has happened and what's going to happen this week....more updates next week! cheers....VODKA! =D

[[don't miss me too much =) cuz I'll always miss you more =D]]