Guess who's blogging from the school computer lab? It's just me...after finding that the bounce of the keys on the keyboard was smooth enough for someone to be typing something for a long period of time...so I decided to blog...amidst the all too familiar tunes of Iris and It Ends Tonight...My earpiece is screwed so I had to borrow my friends' Right now its the chorus...and might I say the volume is at the maximum...and these are in-ear earphones...so you can imagine the feeling of blasting musics straight into your eardrums...it's a pretty awesome feeling, though nobody really uses the word 'awesome' anymore...it think it's just fitting for something like this...
Yesterday was SPF's judgement day for SYF. I have to say the results yesterday, aside from SPF, was absolutely shocking. SPF got bronze...I need not say since anyone who'd bother about the SYF would know by now. I know they've put in a lot of work and I won't comment on that, but the only things I told carmen, joseph and mavis was to accept things as it was because there was nothing much they could do. I understood the fact that they had put in a hell of a lot of effort into this, and I salute them for that. I do believe that this was a result they were the last to deserve. I can imagine the downright devastation that maliciously swept through the hearts of the band members when the results were read out. It's a feeling that I've felt and never learnt to accept, but this time I know it really hit them hard. Real hard.
For yesterday alone, there were
1 Gold,
3 Silvers,
and the rest Bronzes. The judging this year is very, very strict...
Forbidden Love is pouring into my ears now and there's a certain feeling that's working its way down to my heart and coursing through that little stretch of memory lane up there in the endless expanses of my mind...I've not listened intently to this song since years ago...when qizheng introduced to me back in 2005. That's almost two years ago and still it feels like yesterday...come to think of it, everything that's happened in my life just happened so very fast...so fast that I never really got a chance to reminisce about the past happenings when something new just came about around the corner, whether I had expected it to come or not.
Years now feel like weeks, weeks like hours, every hour like a slightly prolonged second that makes its way through space and time in a subtle way we never stop to notice. People have changed in such a way that we never expect, the personalities we've been subjected to and then gotten so accustomed to in a way that we've never imagined...scraped down to whatever spirits and souls that we cease to recognize, at least not willingly. I won't talk much about that...i've been talking about it so much last year I think it just bores you all to death. No use talking about something that we can't change, anyway.
On a happier note, today is me and dear's third month together! time really flies when you're madly in love...it just feels as if everyday is not enough and no matter how much time we spend together it's hardly enough to curb the pain of absence. I really want this to work out and I hope we can pull through the years, no matter what stands in our way and whatever difficulties we face...I believe we can continue to share what we share today till the end of time =)
I loved,
I hurt,
I faced odds never surmountable in the worldly realm,
I found the ultimate gift,
I felt,
I wished,
I hoped,
I loved you, love you, and will never stop loving you.
Today is also PYMB's day for SYF...I really hope they get at least a Silver for the work they've put in. Neither SPF nor PY deserve the bronze. Really. All the way, PYMB! Do your best and leave that hall with no regrets to pin you down. Get this over with and we can move on to more fun stuff...like OUTDOOR 2008!
I think I'll end here. At least today there's no modem on the floor for me to accidentally turn off and cause this post to be lost within the WWW...
till next time...
[[ its not how long we will last, but how we will live through time ]]
Yesterday was SPF's judgement day for SYF. I have to say the results yesterday, aside from SPF, was absolutely shocking. SPF got bronze...I need not say since anyone who'd bother about the SYF would know by now. I know they've put in a lot of work and I won't comment on that, but the only things I told carmen, joseph and mavis was to accept things as it was because there was nothing much they could do. I understood the fact that they had put in a hell of a lot of effort into this, and I salute them for that. I do believe that this was a result they were the last to deserve. I can imagine the downright devastation that maliciously swept through the hearts of the band members when the results were read out. It's a feeling that I've felt and never learnt to accept, but this time I know it really hit them hard. Real hard.
For yesterday alone, there were
1 Gold,
3 Silvers,
and the rest Bronzes. The judging this year is very, very strict...
Forbidden Love is pouring into my ears now and there's a certain feeling that's working its way down to my heart and coursing through that little stretch of memory lane up there in the endless expanses of my mind...I've not listened intently to this song since years ago...when qizheng introduced to me back in 2005. That's almost two years ago and still it feels like yesterday...come to think of it, everything that's happened in my life just happened so very fast...so fast that I never really got a chance to reminisce about the past happenings when something new just came about around the corner, whether I had expected it to come or not.
Years now feel like weeks, weeks like hours, every hour like a slightly prolonged second that makes its way through space and time in a subtle way we never stop to notice. People have changed in such a way that we never expect, the personalities we've been subjected to and then gotten so accustomed to in a way that we've never imagined...scraped down to whatever spirits and souls that we cease to recognize, at least not willingly. I won't talk much about that...i've been talking about it so much last year I think it just bores you all to death. No use talking about something that we can't change, anyway.
On a happier note, today is me and dear's third month together! time really flies when you're madly in love...it just feels as if everyday is not enough and no matter how much time we spend together it's hardly enough to curb the pain of absence. I really want this to work out and I hope we can pull through the years, no matter what stands in our way and whatever difficulties we face...I believe we can continue to share what we share today till the end of time =)
I loved,
I hurt,
I faced odds never surmountable in the worldly realm,
I found the ultimate gift,
I felt,
I wished,
I hoped,
I loved you, love you, and will never stop loving you.
Today is also PYMB's day for SYF...I really hope they get at least a Silver for the work they've put in. Neither SPF nor PY deserve the bronze. Really. All the way, PYMB! Do your best and leave that hall with no regrets to pin you down. Get this over with and we can move on to more fun stuff...like OUTDOOR 2008!
I think I'll end here. At least today there's no modem on the floor for me to accidentally turn off and cause this post to be lost within the WWW...
till next time...
[[ its not how long we will last, but how we will live through time ]]
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