*sigH*... ... ...

Jie flew off for Russia today...without even saying goodbye...I feel so...well, feelings are not actually meant to be described with words. Even if I had a choice, I still wouldn't be able to find one that would suit my situation. I understand that she has a very very tight schedule...but...aiya, nevermind that. Just hope to spend more time with her when she returns...at the END of the month... T_T

Never stop questioning yourself. Why does this mean so much to me? Well sometimes you have to search deep within yourself to find solutions to your problems. Unfortunately for me, I still don't know how to do that. Like someone once said, you'd make a great supporter, even if you're not cut out to be a real leader. If that was for real, I'd have no more problems with which to find solutions. But what worries me now is the fact that...in 'Love' (in inverted commars, the reason being that I still do not understand what love really is.) I'm always in a precarious position. But why? Is it my fault or others'? How come everytime I think I'm the happiest person in the world, I always end up getting hurt. Is love really a kind of 'fire'?

DONT PLAY WITH FIRE, AND YOU WON'T GET BURNT