HaiZ....... T_T

Sis juz flew off to Korea this morning...I'm feeLin lonely le...too bad got school...couldn't send her off. Hope she comes back soon so we can spend more time together...lookin forward to the family dinner! HaiZ...... T____T

NeW pHiLosophY....??

Mr Poh said: "A leader must learn to control their emotions, hold back their tears, instead of crying out, be strong and comfort others instead."

I just found my own philosophy after doing some reflection on "eulogies" (choi!) during CME lesson...got a bit of meaning...to myseLf, at least.

"Learn to love others, even though you know some of them wouldn't return it, and always think you could do better what you already have achieved."

Eulogy extract: "After I die, I don't want to be remembered as someone big, with my name engraved on every stone slab, every plaque around the world, but just by the ones closest to me, to remember me as someone who had always been trying to love them just as much, or even more than before."

This was taken from the part where our teacher told us to write our own eulogies on the worksheet. I don't like planning my own death speech, but there it is. (a little of it, at least.)

"LOVE OTHERS, EVEN THOUGH THEY MAY NOT RETURN IT!!"

bOrInG...!!!

Band was quite ok yesterdaE...the usual, nuthin special, except that mr poh gave us a lecture on character...discipline and the like...I didn't really hear much cuz I was standing behind the timpani...couldn't pick up alot from the back. Combine quite early, budden he told us tt percussion not needed...so went outside...the 4 ppl goin for CNY concert went to help out the alumni (play with dem)...dun elaborate on that...[gO goD mA!!! U can do iT!!] After band went to my kum por's house...(cousin's grandma?) in COMMONWEALTH...frickin 45min ride on the MRT to get there. From there took a taxi to commonwealth crescent...well, not really there straight. I think the taxi driver really took me out for a RIDE...cuz we passed like 3 MRT stations...I think it was Redhill, Commonwealth again and Queenstown. Seems he didn't noe the way. It took a phone call from my mum to get him on the right track. Was it block 112? I dropped off at 96...den saw 112 in the distance...got tired of waiting...so I decided to tire my self with runnin instead...sprinted to 112...Well, arrivin there was a big disappointment...YILIN WAS'NT THERE!!! damn...had I known she'd gone for fencing training...I'd have gone home instead of there...no company...NO YILIN!!! T_T... oh well, went home after that. (tried my aunt's delicious sticky cakes...with home made butterscotch...mMmm.. hmmm...hands tired. Go eat lunch (or breakfast?) now...later goin gerry's house to bai nian...muahaha...byez..

bLoggiN again.... -_____-"

HarLowz...nuthin much happened today...juz felt bored so here I am bloggin...hahaz. Woke up at 10+...considered early liaos given the time I went to sleep last night. Yilin's comin to my house to stay on the 1st Saturday of March!!! wHeeEee...so fun! She was juz as excited...muahaha...can spend the whole nite up wif her till she juz drops from exhaustion...takin my bed though. the 'Moon bed'...that's what she called it. Must be the moon pictures all over it...budden not confirmed lehz...said she'd only be able to if she didn't have to "play keyboards at her church" the following day...oh pLz come!!! (why am I saying this...she doesn't read blogs...haha). Well, today was mostly spent at home lahz...only went out at like 3pm...mum went out to see things while I wasted my time away at pavilion...played Frozen Throne for like 2 hours...tried out Lich...thrashed with it! Lich roXorZ!!! =p Just finished a pizza dinner. Dun feel very full though, maybe later go and take summorE... =D Haiz...so bored. tmL can go get my HL2 liaos...ok...end here...byebyez..

HapPiE cHinEse nEw yEaR!!!

wooT...very long nv bLog le...only felt like doin it today...since today so special... CNY mahz...LoLz... Not bad lahz actually. Today woke up at like 9am to get ready, help out with the food and stuff, but the first guests (my aunt and her family) only arrived at 1pm...abit frusTratin cuz I slept at 11:30 last nite...hahaz...too sLeepy lahz...Come liao, tok tok, luff luff, den my cousins come into my room to watch me play CS...haha. Itchin to take off my kung fu outfit the WHOLE day though...even now as i type this I'm still weariN it...LoLz...waitin to go and bathe. After tt the whole group went to my neighbour's house. juz a few steps away though...inside got alot of ppl le...so take ang pow, talk abit, had a few drinks den go liao...after tt my aunt went home...next group came at around 5pm...very long lohz...still sufferin my outfit. Com oso nuThin to play...fridae go buy HL2 liao...muaHahaz...this time is was Yilin and her family...3 ppL only (mother and grandma). Seems as though Yilin is much more talkative than when I last saw her 2 years ago...taller and more cHio too...hahaz..can't believe I'm saying this. So for the next couple of hours we were talking in the hall, den me and Yilin went into my room to lisTen to music...exchanged phone numbers...tok alot lohz...didn't noe she was so accomplished already...19, waitin for 'A' level results from RJC, finishing driving school, national fencing champion (check Wednesday Straits Times -- Sports)...den 1.1/2 more weeks goin to Korea for competition...den March go Russia...haha...good life for her I guess...pei fu ta laHz... After that all went to my aunt's house for dinner and at the same time 'bai nian'...Played x-box again with my cousins...this time Yilin joined in...she was like makin so much noise while we were playin Crimson Skies cuz she kept crashin into the walls...haha...silly girl...den went outside to eat...dunno why...Yilin kept lookin at me at the dinner table...before tt she wanted to wait for me to eat while I was still playin x-box with my cousin... My aunt den switch on the tv game...got sonic...LoLz...Yilin's era, so when she played she aced it...my cousin made so much noise when she completed the levels that he couldn't...haha...pro la...she doesn't play games often anyways...my aunt's dog Sparky was so damn excited when everyone came...he just LOVES visitors...was circling everyone when we came in...haha...old liao...only like old ppL... Headed home lohx...me and Yilin walkin together again (we walked together on the way there too)...while all the oldies followed behind...talking about physics...dun remind me! haha...seems when she's not studyin she's reminded of what she usually does anyway...gazed at the stars while walking across the field in between the houses, almost fell backwards cuz my head tilt too high...LoLz...had a few laughs....den the sad part...Yilin goin home!!! sent them off as they got into their car. Couldn't help but notice the way she looked and waved at me as they went off...so sad. only see each other once or twice a year...haha. (pLease tell me I don't have a crush on her. she's 19 and WAY too mature...LoLz...) ok...end here...HAPPY CNY!!! =p