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Friday, June 25, 2004

USELESS BACKSTABBING BASTARDS! HOW CAN THESE PEOPLE BE ALLOWED TO LIVE!?

Hey, YOU! Yes YOU! You brainless moronic backstabbing bastards! I just don't get the idea of you IGNORANT people doing this kind of thing! Yes, I know, you may be bursting with laughter and jumping with joy when you see me venting my anger on this little post here, but LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!

If YOU (********************) don't like something about the BAND, YOU JOLLY WELL COME HERE *poinTs to the ground* AND TELL IT TO US STRAIGHT! BY DOING THIS KIND OF STUPID THING AND BREAKING APART SOMETHING BUILT OVER YEARS, YOU ARE FORCING ME TO SHATTER YOUR BONES AND RIP OUT YOUR INNARDS! DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU'VE DONE? OH, NO, OF COURSE NOT! YOUR BRAINS ARE TOO FULL OF STUPID IDEAS THAT BRING HARM TO OTHERS! WELL SINCE YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA, LET ME TELL YOU!

YOU HAVE JUST MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER KNOWN TO MANKIND! YOU HAVE BROKEN UP THE BOND THAT HAS HELD TWO BANDS TOGETHER FOR THE PAST TEN OR SO YEARS! I HAVE MADE MISTAKES IN THIS BAND, BUT NONE OF THEM AS STUPID AND IDIOTIC AS THIS! WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH YOUR HEADS? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

To all the Seniors, and to Mr Poh, thanks alot for all you've done for me and the band. Without you, we would've never reached this point, although this may not be our peak. Mr Poh, all the punishments, all the scoldings, all were worth it. Yes, you DO scold sometimes for the fun of it, but mostly, yes, I was in the wrong. Seniors, all the time you spent in the field with us, all the things you taught us, the scoldings (too.) you've given us, all paid off on April 17th, and even after that you never failed to carry on what you've been doing for the past 7-8 months. You have the band's as well as my utmost gratitude.

As for Mr Poh leaving the bands, I really hope you do find something you can really do and love doing in the future, and may you score with distintion in all your subjects. Uphold what you've achieved in year 1, don't forget it! You have our fullest support to the very end.

Lastly, to all the Majors and past committee members; I have never seen a better system, EVER. You have helped Mr Poh to maintain and improve the standard that these bands have achieved. Without you, this band would have fallen years ago. Thank You.


P.S. You sons (and daughters) of b****es, you will NEVER come to a good end! Die a horrible death and never be remembered! SO LONG! Muahahaz

Sunday, June 20, 2004

bLoggiN aGaiN...

WoaH...havenT been updating my bLog lately...some of my *ahem* avid readers may have noTiced...havenT you? Hahaz...de performance at Fengshan CC yesterdaE was a bLast...had lots of fun. Although where we performed our repertoire wasn't actually IN the CC...but rather outside...across the street in the middle of a couple of HDB blocks. Not many people were seen there...save a few groups in the concourse area and perhaps alot more up in the corridors looking down at the Titans below. ~TITANS RULE!~

We acTually had to repeat a few songs over again...around two songs were played twice...the competition repertoire was one of them...man...my arms were about to fall off after the second one...=D
Well well, who would've known? Zack continued the tradition I set during my first year in the band. During every major performance since I started playing the drumset I would ALWAYS drop my stick(s) while playing Tequila. Hahaz...Zack wanted to play the song yesterdae, so I let him. And little did I know what was coming. He dropped both sticks during the solo part and I had to take over and recover. He's learning I can see. Although he seemed pretty phobious of the drumset after that incident. He still has a lot to learn...I don't blame him. Neither does the band.

The preparation and the keeping of the chairs and intruments was a horror...much time was taken up. I still remember the time when one of the toms dropped right off the drumset after my junior (who shall NOT be named) attempted to carry it all the way. The poor guy had to hold on to the tom whilst we used the drumset in case it fell off. I guess my section leader's words didnt entirely get into his head. We let him hold on to something that would'nt fall apart when he touched it after the performance.

Surprisingly, I wasn't a bit nervous while conducting Final Countdown...I just went with the flow, and the band followed intently. Luckily I remembered to go faster after the first four bars...And I felt so relieved when I didn't mess up big time during my own drumset solos...Thanks to Ben for not holding the last note so long...=P Yeah...great day that was...Need to prepare for the MOE rehearsal tomorrow...I think I've written enough...cyaz!!

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

*soBz* pLeasE donT... *soBz*

I...read a couple of friends' bLogs recently...and I noticed that there was sort of a...link between them...And...well...When I discovered it I was actually on the verge of crying...I mean...this thing is...big...really big. AffecTs me alot...it will, I guess. This may very well mark the end of something buiLt over years. Something I want to see go on, insTead of just stopping in its tracks and shattering.

So, then...I do hope that there really is no link between these bLogs...I do hope so. eRmz...if...you know, you'rE reading this, I really hope you two...you know, sort things ouT?

Sunday, June 06, 2004

T_T BoReD!!! T_T

Ayz...Saturdae conducted Final Countdown durin band prac...feeL very shi bai abt tt...very stiff laHz...everybody also said...Dunno why leHx...acTually feel very excitin conducting tt song...but wuz damn stiff...almost made a mistake in conductin too! (-_-") Luckily I could get back alright. HeHex...this one my jiE sure scoLd me one...tt same dae I wuz playin Rock n' Roll completely bLind! I had no score LoLz!! Fortunately I could remember the song; every last note and accent...Must've grown into it after pLayin it so many times...=D

Ran five rounds after band lorZ...nv bring back file...acTually I did laHz...but the wholE section nv bring back...den onLy broughT back on one occasion...so I miTe as well run with theM...HahaZ...my jiE oso ran...wore ankLe soX...naughTy gurL...can makE fun of her as we ran...=)

GoT to worK harder for my Final Countdown...Muz pracTice...stiLL very stiff...haiZ....oh well...*bLink*

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Ermz...Yeah...?? I Dunno...

Looks like I'm still feelin it for her...although I don't know why...You should know who laHz...I dunno...Today She came for band, and for some reason I just could'nt take my eyes off her for one second. I realized that I couldn't just 'forget' Her as and when I wished...It'd take time. Now that's the most painful part in this little chapter. I'm making progress, as I know, but I seriously don't know how long it'll take to really go back to how it was before.

On the way home after band...was with CY the language-challenged one and a few others at Bedok Interchange...Something else happened...The most unexpected, as I would say. She and a guy (who shall not be named) walked past, I think She noticed us, but I didn't really pay attention. Yes, He was sending her home. No business of mine. But somehow I started pressing on the bottle in my left hand. After a bit, the bottle was completely crushed under my fingers...Pain? Anger, perhaps? This is getting too much, I think.

It's just that...with my position in *ahem* 'society' right now, it isn't right to carry on like this. I seriously want to get away from this thing, but it will take time. Although I do hope it doesn't take too long...

Band arHz? Fun lah todae...Not really for my section members though...Sectional marching the whole morning till noon. I feel sorry for them frankly...=p Oh come on, I'm not being sarcastic...I'm the caring compassionate type, you know? I was busy writing scores for the sideliners...no choice, Kenrick told me to do it. Mostly marching today, unlike the past few practices (rather enjoyable, those...) So happy that we completed the Firebird formation today...Best Band award is in the bag!! =p =D =O