Recovered from the flu today thank Heavens I do detest the flu. It's been getting to me again and again and again and quite frankly I'm damnit sick of it. Well today's a better day...I suppose.
I came up with a new drumline cadence today after listening to a few clips on youtube. Though most of what I've written is totally original...took me quite a while to think out the rhythm and stuffs...Should be ready by this saturday. Not that anyone other than the percussionists would appreciate it though. I wonder how this one will fall through.
Seems O levels are over. Bless them all with fun and joy; they deserve it. After all the long months of studying...it's all come to an end. I still remember the day of my last O level paper...it was just like yesterday. Kinda reminds me of how time goes by so very fast, without waiting for you to delve deeper into thoughts of how your lived for the past year. Everything that happened to me this year just seems to go by in a blazing flash. I can see everything. Everything.
*laughs*...I do realize that the source of my bitterness lies somewhere very close to my heart and it tears me apart to understand that what I hold dear is the one that is doing this to me. I feel...emptiness, though my resolve has carried me forward from the beginning of this fall till today. My heart will always remain with what threatens to sour it now. It's become a part of me that I feel...I can never let go. Well every little thing that goes by, every negative emotion that comes along...I have to dispel it quickly before it becomes the foundation for others to see it as an attention magnet. No, it's not. How quickly words can be realized as false premises.
I got an unknown call today on my handphone and as with other unknown numbers, I refused to pick it up. Turns out it was Syafiq calling from god knows where and I don't care. Seems I'm in the creative band competition. Definitely. Anything band related, I'm in. Though I find his cold jokes very unamusing.
*sigh*...this cold and unforgiving feeling.
I came up with a new drumline cadence today after listening to a few clips on youtube. Though most of what I've written is totally original...took me quite a while to think out the rhythm and stuffs...Should be ready by this saturday. Not that anyone other than the percussionists would appreciate it though. I wonder how this one will fall through.
Seems O levels are over. Bless them all with fun and joy; they deserve it. After all the long months of studying...it's all come to an end. I still remember the day of my last O level paper...it was just like yesterday. Kinda reminds me of how time goes by so very fast, without waiting for you to delve deeper into thoughts of how your lived for the past year. Everything that happened to me this year just seems to go by in a blazing flash. I can see everything. Everything.
*laughs*...I do realize that the source of my bitterness lies somewhere very close to my heart and it tears me apart to understand that what I hold dear is the one that is doing this to me. I feel...emptiness, though my resolve has carried me forward from the beginning of this fall till today. My heart will always remain with what threatens to sour it now. It's become a part of me that I feel...I can never let go. Well every little thing that goes by, every negative emotion that comes along...I have to dispel it quickly before it becomes the foundation for others to see it as an attention magnet. No, it's not. How quickly words can be realized as false premises.
I got an unknown call today on my handphone and as with other unknown numbers, I refused to pick it up. Turns out it was Syafiq calling from god knows where and I don't care. Seems I'm in the creative band competition. Definitely. Anything band related, I'm in. Though I find his cold jokes very unamusing.
*sigh*...this cold and unforgiving feeling.
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