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Friday, January 09, 2009

It's a Friday night. hm...

It's been a day of unexpected relapse. Damn, I realize there's more music I should be avoiding! What a shame; I really liked one of them. Some of my demons; I'm just not prepared to stare in the eye.

Apparently today while I was just playing some random stuff on the drums my friend told me I was doing something called "displacing", or as he explained, playing a regular groove while starting the first beat of the groove half a beat earlier after each bar. I didn't really understand what that meant. haha. I was actually just messing around with the time signatures. Its fun, messing around with tempo and time. Makes people feel you're screwing up but you're not!

Maybe its just me; I like to mess with peoples' heads. haha. I almost made Daniel believe he would sign extra for signing in on the wrong page on the book in book today. He would've left the room thinking he was in deep shit if I didn't tell him I was kidding. I guess he's one more person to realize I'm a better liar than I seem to be. Don't be getting the wrong idea; I only use that ability to mess with people. I don't like lying, because I hate to be lied to. Anyway, lying makes me feel all choked up inside. Not a pretty emotion.

Got my esplanade pass for this Sunday's concert. Just another concert to me...I don't find anything particularly interesting about this one. It's not surprising I realized that on the actual day I'd still be sight reading a piece or two. haha. And no, that's not supposed to be a good thing.

I really regret getting The Rose Labyrinth. It's so verbose and deep that it's been really hard for me to imagine what's actually taking place in the story. Verbose. That sounds familiar. Hey, I can't be that bad...can I? I should've just controlled my urge and waited till I could get my hands on another Steve Berry novel. Or The Seven Ancient Wonders by Matthew Reilly. Maybe I should just put The Rose Labyrinth aside and try looking for something else this weekend.

Today's mood has been...rather wistful.

This is Waiting Game by Yellowcard.



You and me
A little different
Though we tried to stay the same
It never leaves
And when it changes it is still a waiting game

I wait for a lonely breath
I wait to surface from this depth
Wait for the light to come
And take away these images I kept
In my head

Chorus

More than ever
I need to feel you
More than ever
I see the real you

You are me
Our worst disaster would be waking up alone
Now we're free
We're drifting out
Like all the ones we didn't know
I wait for a silence here
I wait for things to disappear
Wait for the ground to stop moving underneath my only fear
If I lose you I don't know

More than ever
I need to feel you
It's all around
More than ever
I see the real you
And it surrounds

Everything, everything
We have had
Out of sight out of mind
Given that
What I see when I dream
Hurts like hell and back
X2

Chorus

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