As you try and try each passing day, you never fail to always say, the feelings never go away and you cry about them deep inside, everyday. I believe the feelings and memories of the past will follow a person wherever he goes, even bad ones. And I believe its these feelings and memories that will never leave a person's soul.

It's a burn mark, some sort of misprint on his soul, the mistake on the blueprint of life, the source from which problems like mental pain and heartfelt suffering are born everyday. Sometimes these problems become so minuscule that you think you've learnt to let them go and you're ready to move on, but in reality, they're still buried so deep inside, though they don't seem to bother you anymore.

The point is, once a person is hurt, he will never stop hurting. It's just the magnitude of his suffering that determines how much he's affected by it and how much of a hindrance it is to living his life.

I believe that the feelings and memories will never leave. They get replaced. Replaced by something or someone you feel can humbly take the place of the one who gave you those feelings and memories in the past. The only thing holding you back is the uncertainty of whether that person can give you the feelings and memories you'd learn to cherish over and above that which remain and haunt you.

There's no such thing as waking up one morning and thinking "I'm ready to move on". But there's such a thing as thinking "I'm ready to accept someone else to help me move on." It's the same concept as memory; when you've absorbed too much new material the older material gets forgotten to 'make way' for the new.

Your freedom depends not on when you'll be released as you've patiently served your time. It depends on when you want to be free.

This is what I believe.

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"Freedom"

You say you're afraid
You're feeling stuck and you can't let go of the pain
You wonder when you'll be unshackled from these chains
The freedom you seek everyday

You say move on
Don't think its fair I play the waiting game; too long
You think I'll just pick up some girl and then I'm gone
Sorry to say, I think you're wrong

[Chorus]
Look at me, baby
Can't you see
My heart still bleeds
And the pain within these eyes, and you know
You and me
Are meant to be, so
Why won't you just move on with me, when you know
I can set you free

Why did you lie?
You said that better things would come and yes I tried
And when I did that you just left and let it die
Why?
When you made me feel like I could fly, oh

You said
You believed that things would be great if we were this way
You told me, be my baby, you wanted me to stay
I did and then you left me hanging

Look at me, baby
Can't you see
My heart still bleeds
And the pain within these eyes, and you know
You and me
Are meant to be, so
Why won't you just move on with me, when you know
I can set you free

Can you look me in the eyes
And tell me after all those nights
You don't feel anything for me?
If you can't, then

Don't tell me to be your friend
Don't be afraid dear, take my hand
You know I can make everything alright
Step into the light, and

Look at me, baby
Can't you see
My heart still bleeds
And the pain within these eyes, and you know
You and me
Are meant to be, so
Why won't you just move on with me, when you know

I can set you free