Another relatively tiring day...full band the whole day. Fortunately for us we were granted early fallout at around 4pm. Sight read a bunch of pieces for ACPC dining on next month at SAFTI..interesting collection. Somehow I dread performing for the ACPC...I don't know what to expect. Spent some time thinking about what could possibly happen on that night. Got distracted till I lost count hahaha. No wait, that happens all the time..
Was laughing like an idiot with my friends from lunchtime all the way till we got back up to the White House...damn I never knew putting people we know and professional wrestlers together could be so agonizingly hilarious. I felt like the two plates of rice I had at lunch were coming out.
Yeah...I'm trying to down two plates of rice from now on to fuel my weight gaining goal. Anyone think I can hit 60kg within 3 months? Well I sure hope I do because that's the weight I should be at given my height. It's not how full I feel...it's how badly I want it.
Spent the last hour or so doing up a list of financial terms with their corresponding meanings and I gotta admit I lost myself a few times there. Think I gotta ask for help from someone who actually knows something about this stuff. I think I have an idea of who to ask. Keeping yourself motivated for what you want isn't easy...but it's one of the main driving forces that keeps you going. Julian told me this morning that I'd have to get through in interview to secure a place at SMU. Damn it, I honestly have no idea how to get through interviews. No practice, no experience. Once again, I have an idea of who to ask. How badly do I want it?
Does anyone feel I've become too serious for my own good? Too serious that sometimes I could come across as aloof and cold. I don't remember myself being that way most of the time. I always thought I was that brown joker and the sight of me could tickle anyone. Don't think so. haha. Well if you ask me, being cold and arrogant is not something I want to be known for. Definitely not something I want to be part of my personality...But how do I loosen up? How badly do I want it?
The things I pursue and hope to conquer...how badly do I want it?
Was laughing like an idiot with my friends from lunchtime all the way till we got back up to the White House...damn I never knew putting people we know and professional wrestlers together could be so agonizingly hilarious. I felt like the two plates of rice I had at lunch were coming out.
Yeah...I'm trying to down two plates of rice from now on to fuel my weight gaining goal. Anyone think I can hit 60kg within 3 months? Well I sure hope I do because that's the weight I should be at given my height. It's not how full I feel...it's how badly I want it.
Spent the last hour or so doing up a list of financial terms with their corresponding meanings and I gotta admit I lost myself a few times there. Think I gotta ask for help from someone who actually knows something about this stuff. I think I have an idea of who to ask. Keeping yourself motivated for what you want isn't easy...but it's one of the main driving forces that keeps you going. Julian told me this morning that I'd have to get through in interview to secure a place at SMU. Damn it, I honestly have no idea how to get through interviews. No practice, no experience. Once again, I have an idea of who to ask. How badly do I want it?
Does anyone feel I've become too serious for my own good? Too serious that sometimes I could come across as aloof and cold. I don't remember myself being that way most of the time. I always thought I was that brown joker and the sight of me could tickle anyone. Don't think so. haha. Well if you ask me, being cold and arrogant is not something I want to be known for. Definitely not something I want to be part of my personality...But how do I loosen up? How badly do I want it?
The things I pursue and hope to conquer...how badly do I want it?
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