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Monday, June 26, 2006

 Finally I can confidently say that I've finished studying...all chapters for the chemistry exam tomorrow. Now my aim is not only to pass but to do well too. I want to get at least a B. An A would certainly throw me into an adrenaline-busting fit. Apparently my Need for Speed most wanted has not been working because it keeps crashing. Need to fix that. and to do that, I need my CD...crap. I guess i'm gonna have to wait another month or two to get that back since zach wants to borrow it.

Yes, I want a new computer too...and fast. This one is not fulfilling my needs as a mainstream gamer...seems the only things this is good for is surfing the net and playing lame games from the past. How long would it take to get me 1.5k to build my new computer...perhaps cheaper since i've found a way to cut costs =]

okay, springfield didn't move back today. It was both a huge relief and a minor disappointment; the latter being because I had the whole of last night on my bed and this morning after I finished my maths paper to think about a menacing speech to deliver to james tan. Oh, and did I mention I only used 3 out of 8 sheets of paper provided for the maths paper? Yup. It's failsville for me this time. Just couldn't make it in time. Going for maths tuition starting this Sunday. mum's arrangements...okay, back to the Titans thing. A huge relief, it is. Somehow this event has inspired some hope in me that the Titans would have until much later till the splitting day. Does this really mean that that wretched animal james tan still has some dignity and humanity left in his soul? Or maybe the spf management thought of a better way to seek out their political needs. Nobody knows. All we know is that the Titans are not moving...

for now...

Today was a lazy day, with only two hours spent in school and the rest of the day being one third study, two thirds completely rotting at home. No motivation to touch the piano today...though I played some o2jam. Okay, I know that's not a good excuse. O2 jam and piano is so so so different...trust me. I had two slices of pizza and three drumlets from the pizza hut dinner I ordered yesterday for lunch and it was not very filling I must say. Chang yuan came over today too. Apparently he was just lazing around. I let him play one or two songs on o2 jam and that seemed to satisfy him. it seems he was just intent on coming over and stoning at me as I used the computer. I mean, talk to me, for goodness sake. That's why you walked a few hundred steps here for. Well, we shared some stuff about ourself, and quite frankly I wasn't interested in it...we don't seem to talk much these days. Must be because of the bumpy road we all traversed over the past year. Things change...and so do people.

Well, I guess you can't expect everyone to stay the same way as you'd remembered them.

Such things pull at your heartstrings sometimes. You feel as if you'd lost someone. Especially if that person had been very close to your before. I can't imagine the feeling. Maybe I'd felt it before. I don't have the energy to reach deep down and find the answer right now...Now I just feel like slacking. haha. I've about half an hour left till bed time from now...and the 10pm curfew, as always, makes my blood boil. Another household paradox...That's my family for me I guess. Things don't change until something big happens and knocks some sense into them. And I always fall in the middle, neither to benefit nor to lose.

Like a mouse scurrying around in a battlefield. Perhaps not that intense, I suppose.

Homework? Nah, I haven't touched. I've even forgotten what homework I'd been given before the start of the holidays. Pays to be organised most of the time.
Sometimes when you find the inspiration to pack up your room, things you'd never thought existed surface, and things you always see lying around disappear into the recesses of drawers and cupboards...only to be unearthed again soon later. It's a vicious cycle, I tell you. Maybe just for me, I think.

Okay, I think this post is starting to bore you. Should I stop here?

I read your thoughts.

Cheers.

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