I just don't understand...We had accepted the fact already a few months ago, that we would eventually split around the end of the year, after spending good quality time performing together and being together as one band, with our first (and last) concert, and our grand ROD. But now, everything is gone. No more concert, no more ROD, no more Titans. The name we strived so godamnit hard to achieve, from the year 2000, has ended after its death certificate was finalised a few days ago...year 2006.
6 years....6 epic years that had led up to this point. The gold in 2004. The gold in 2006. The wonderfully established Drumline. Everything that my dreams were made of. Everything the Titans' dreams were made of...just gone, just like that. In an instant. Digitised, finalised, sent to inbox. No eulogy written. Just an authoritative suicide note.
How can they be so heartless. I don't understand how it is within human nature to act within authority without consideration for the Titans' feelings. I don't know why. Up till now, I still cannot accept the fact that a group of people personally came up with the Titans' death cert. They justified their actions by saying that they had the members' (well, the SPF members. they're ALL they care about) welfare at heart.
WHAT WELFARE?
DON'T YOU SEE THE LOOKS ON THEIR FACES, THE TEARS IN THEIR EYES? WHAT WELFARE DO YOU HAVE AT HEART? WHOSE DO YOU HAVE AT HEART? THEIRS, OR THE MINORITY FROM WHOM YOU'VE RECEIVED COMPLAINTS FROM?
why...must you treat them thusly? Why must you break their hearts at their peak of ascension...I do not understand. Why do you tear apart the fabric of our unity, why do you demolish the building we have been building for the past SIX YEARS...why....tell me WHY! why don't you stop and think for the members, who had all gone through so much, springfield and ping yi alike, why do you only think for the interests of the school? why don't you put yourself in their shoes and take a moment to ponder, what will their reaction be?
IT'S NOT IN HUMAN NATURE TO ACT HEARTLESSLY! EVEN THE MOST COLD BLOODED OF MURDERERS HAVE FEELINGS! THOSE FEELINGS ARE JUST CLOUDED BY PSYCHOPATHY!
are you even human.....are you even human to separate the Titans....they love each other, I love the Titans, I love being a Titan. The Titans spirit is fused within mine. I cannot bear to see the Titans name end just like this. I can't do it.
My drumline, I love my drumline, the one me and syafiq spent days and nights, dreaming, building, achieving. The one we built from scratch, from a passing dream into a reality. The Titans drumline ends here...We've always wanted the Titans drumline to be the most recognized marching percussion unit in Singapore. Now...the Titans name is nothing.
why teachers, why springfield...why do you do this to us? why can't you understand....
why?
why?
6 years....6 epic years that had led up to this point. The gold in 2004. The gold in 2006. The wonderfully established Drumline. Everything that my dreams were made of. Everything the Titans' dreams were made of...just gone, just like that. In an instant. Digitised, finalised, sent to inbox. No eulogy written. Just an authoritative suicide note.
How can they be so heartless. I don't understand how it is within human nature to act within authority without consideration for the Titans' feelings. I don't know why. Up till now, I still cannot accept the fact that a group of people personally came up with the Titans' death cert. They justified their actions by saying that they had the members' (well, the SPF members. they're ALL they care about) welfare at heart.
WHAT WELFARE?
DON'T YOU SEE THE LOOKS ON THEIR FACES, THE TEARS IN THEIR EYES? WHAT WELFARE DO YOU HAVE AT HEART? WHOSE DO YOU HAVE AT HEART? THEIRS, OR THE MINORITY FROM WHOM YOU'VE RECEIVED COMPLAINTS FROM?
why...must you treat them thusly? Why must you break their hearts at their peak of ascension...I do not understand. Why do you tear apart the fabric of our unity, why do you demolish the building we have been building for the past SIX YEARS...why....tell me WHY! why don't you stop and think for the members, who had all gone through so much, springfield and ping yi alike, why do you only think for the interests of the school? why don't you put yourself in their shoes and take a moment to ponder, what will their reaction be?
IT'S NOT IN HUMAN NATURE TO ACT HEARTLESSLY! EVEN THE MOST COLD BLOODED OF MURDERERS HAVE FEELINGS! THOSE FEELINGS ARE JUST CLOUDED BY PSYCHOPATHY!
are you even human.....are you even human to separate the Titans....they love each other, I love the Titans, I love being a Titan. The Titans spirit is fused within mine. I cannot bear to see the Titans name end just like this. I can't do it.
My drumline, I love my drumline, the one me and syafiq spent days and nights, dreaming, building, achieving. The one we built from scratch, from a passing dream into a reality. The Titans drumline ends here...We've always wanted the Titans drumline to be the most recognized marching percussion unit in Singapore. Now...the Titans name is nothing.
why teachers, why springfield...why do you do this to us? why can't you understand....
why?
why?
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