"Before you,..., my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything."

I've become visibly darker, and despite anything my mum would say about that change, I kind of like it. Never liked looking fair. Don't quite know why.

Digestive biscuits, instant noodles and a hazelnut family bar for lunch.

Perfect.