Going for band didn't turn out to be as awkward as I'd expected. Well, it was pretty awkward in places when poh compared me and khairi and stuff, but I guess it's pretty normal. I just don't like the attention.
Thank god I never took up his offer to be a percussion instructor for AI or BT. If it's one thing I can't do to save my life, well besides drawing, it's teaching. There are two groups of people, mainly. Those who can play but can't teach, and those who can't play but can teach. Those who can do both, well they're up there man. haha. So I'm guessing I'm part of the less privileged who can play but can't teach.
I wonder if it's a flaw in itself; finding it extraordinarily difficult to accurate pinpoint the flaws in others. Petty mistakes, character flaws...Again, two groups of people. Those who effortlessly spot others' mistakes and shortcomings whilst ignoring their own, be it out of innocent ignorance or blatant arrogance, and those who always can't seem to put their finger on what's wrong with others, yet constantly reproach themselves for all the little things they do wrong.
Went for dinner at mac with the alumni and quite a number of band members, then played left 4 dead. Damn, it really is fun! Really different when you're playing with people than when you're hitting it on single player.
2 hour conversations over the phone used to be a thing of the past. That changed yesterday, though. Good thing I didn't call. haha. I never thought I'd be able to stay up that long. Was already prepared to sleep once the conversation started, but the laughter kept me up.
My ads got removed because my adsense account got suspended =.= silly me. well, there goes my money. I was so close to getting my first $100 though.
Never looking at people the same way again, and never trusting again once it's been lost...selfish? egotistical? insecure? Or just a normal reaction?
Thank god I never took up his offer to be a percussion instructor for AI or BT. If it's one thing I can't do to save my life, well besides drawing, it's teaching. There are two groups of people, mainly. Those who can play but can't teach, and those who can't play but can teach. Those who can do both, well they're up there man. haha. So I'm guessing I'm part of the less privileged who can play but can't teach.
I wonder if it's a flaw in itself; finding it extraordinarily difficult to accurate pinpoint the flaws in others. Petty mistakes, character flaws...Again, two groups of people. Those who effortlessly spot others' mistakes and shortcomings whilst ignoring their own, be it out of innocent ignorance or blatant arrogance, and those who always can't seem to put their finger on what's wrong with others, yet constantly reproach themselves for all the little things they do wrong.
Went for dinner at mac with the alumni and quite a number of band members, then played left 4 dead. Damn, it really is fun! Really different when you're playing with people than when you're hitting it on single player.
2 hour conversations over the phone used to be a thing of the past. That changed yesterday, though. Good thing I didn't call. haha. I never thought I'd be able to stay up that long. Was already prepared to sleep once the conversation started, but the laughter kept me up.
My ads got removed because my adsense account got suspended =.= silly me. well, there goes my money. I was so close to getting my first $100 though.
Never looking at people the same way again, and never trusting again once it's been lost...selfish? egotistical? insecure? Or just a normal reaction?
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