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Thursday, August 03, 2006

 The word 'hopeless' has never had any meaning to me up to today, because I simply do not want to accept this as a fact for anything in life. But today I think I've found some meaning to it. And what can I use to substantiate that?

I think spf band is hopeless.

I really do wonder sometimes what the hell is it that goes through their heads. What happened to their spirit, their discipline, their rationality, their pride. What became of their training and why are some individuals' leadership qualities slowly waning? I, for one, am starting to lose hope that springfield marching band is going to collapse on itself before anyone tries to save it. They're already losing their foundation and soon the skyscraper we took so long to build is going to crumble in a heap.

And what scares me is that they will not rebuild it again.

The 'Titans Building' didn't actually crumble after the break. What it did do was just separate into two different buildings, namely the PY and SPF buildings...and for now, the PY building still stands mighty strong amongst all others. But the SPF building...it's starting to lose its grip on the ground. And it's not because of external matters that this is happening. The foundation of any band is its MEMBERS...and from what I see the members are doing NOTHING at all to ensure that the strength of the band, both musically and discpline wise, is maintained from Outdoor standard all the way till now. From the way I see it, these guys don't give two hoots [or should I say, don't give a fuck] about where the band is going to go. Sure, SOME seniors are working towards bringing the band forward, but its mostly the juniors and some fucked up, insensitive, irrational, self centered, compassion deprived seniors who are pulling the band back to where it started.

And they intend to keep it there, I suppose.

I just don't know what to say about those guys...I see alot of effort coming out of those who really want to try, but for those who don't, well, no matter how hard someone tries, it's always another person who brings him or her down. So I'll keep it simple for all to see and understand.

"NOBODY IS GOING TO HELP YOU IF YOU DON'T FUCKING HELP YOURSELF"

And THAT is how fucking pissed off I am about the band's attitude. Lousy attitude, hopeless discipline...and the music is nowhere near where its supposed to be. So fucking what if you're just 'half a band'? I'm sorry if the hard working ones are reading this, but I gotta tell you, it's one band one sound, and if just ONE of you guys are fucked up, well, then sorry to say you all are.

I have no intention of ranting about this to anybody, and it's not really in my capability to scold anyone, but if there was someplace where I could pour out everything and scold the shit out of anyone indirectly, it would be right here.

And soon you'll see that everything you've worked for up to this day is starting to diminish gradually...till you become a ghost, and fade into obscurity again. Just like how you were before we got the Gold in 2004. Just like that...And how are we alumni supposed to feel? Are we supposed to respect your decision to bring the band down to the ground, when we've spent too much time trying our guts out to make this band the best that it could ever be? We can't do anything now. You gotta understand. In springfield, there are obstacles.

Obstacle number 1 : Mrs tang, that fucked up principal of yours, who only cares about academics
Obstable number 2 : James tan, that ball-ess fucker who only cares about doing his fucking job (and keeping it)
and obstacle number 3 : you guys.

How do I put it; you guys have to overcome the difficulties amongst yourselves before you can go on to conquer others...well simply put

"Conquer the Mind, Achieve the Dream"

Screw the Titans split. The spirit still lives on, am I right? And so our virtues stay in our hearts and souls. haiiiii...I just get a real bad heartache seeing the band like that. Its like, everyone's attitude is back to how they were in sec1. The only difference is that you guys can play your music.

Oh did I say that? I take that back. You don't even put in effort to go memorise your scores, and besides that, memorising and trying to play WELL instead of just playing for the sake of playing. I really wonder if you guys are content with the performances you've been showing to us and to the school. Screw the school, it sucks! but does that mean that the band has to stoop to the school's level too? I leave that up to you to decide.

CARRY ON LIKE THIS, AND WE ALL LOSE HOPE IN YOU! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR TIRELESS SPIRIT AND ENDLESS DETERMINATION? NOBODY CAN HELP YOU IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HELP YOURSELF!

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