I suddenly have that urge to blog again, and I feel that I have a lot to say, a lot to get off my chest. But what binds me is that I have absolutely no idea what I want to say. Funny when you find yourself in this kind of situation. You feel as if you need to say something, yet when you're ready to do it, nothing comes out. Oh well. Looks like you guys won't be reading anything interesting today =)

Woke up at like...9am. AGAIN. even after coming home close to 1am last night and feeling like dropping dead right on top of my bed. I didn't care. I went straight back to sleep (kinda forced, is it?) and den the next time I woke up it was 11am. that's more like it...haha. I've had enough of automatically waking up early on days when I should sleep in. (well, actually nobody should sleep in till so late...it's just lazy.) speaking of that, I haven't had the chance to be soooo lazy in a long time. What I consider late days are days I end at 7pm (well, in this case, monday, wednesday, friday because of band at TPJC)...these kind of days put me off. lol. Just feel so tired.

But then again, something else to look forward to : ALUMNI PRACTICES have begun! starting this wednesday from 6pm to 9pm...and I can only reach at like latest 7:30? well at least I have an hour and a half to practice. Virginia virginia...gonna start listenin to that soon on WMP. The best way to know a song is by listening to it...over...and over again. haha. Come to think of it, it's by jacob de haan. AGAIN. lol. the past two years have been about jacob de haan, jacob de haan. haha. oh well.

Had alumni bbq at changi *fairy point* yesterday...damn, everybody thought it was *ferry point*. everyone was like worried about those comin straight to the chalet. I wonder how they'd tell the taxi driver. and it was damnit far in la. late at night it was damn dark...but still can walk out la. It was only that I wanted to stay longer....the cause of the usual 'why are you late?' and 'why are you giving me excuses again?' scoldings from my mum. Well when I reached home she was already asleep. purposely one la. lol. hear me come in den face de wall and sleep...i kena how many times liao. haha. but this morning okay le. She's always like that. A good night's sleep puts her in a good mood. Sleepless nights get me untimely lectures in the morning. And i'd be like..

"whats her prob...haha. must've gotten too little sleep last night"

yeah...I've lived with her long enough to just about understand how she is like. too bad if she's not perfect, but then again, who is? lol. I still remember the time when mum used to tell me

"look at chang yuan, always listening to his parents. always home on time and stuff. why can't you be more like him?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! LOOK AT HIM NOW!!! LOL! dun go home also can...go home damnit late also can...late at night use com also can...go out as and when he likes..haha. HOW I WISH I COULD BE LIKE HIM NOW! lol. Of course, I was never like him. I don't tend to try to be like the rest...no matter how good or how advantageous their personal lives are...haha. that's me, and now you know =)

Eh. I said in the beginning that I couldn't blog about anything. lol. 6 paragraphs le. HAHAHA...damn I can be such an idiot sometimes.

Bits and pieces of yesterday's time at the chalet were spent listening to farzana brag about what she learnt in effective comm and her LOVELY TIMETABLE...lol. and how much of a wuss she thought I was just because she scared the jeepers out of me that night -.- ohhh...how I'd like to get back at her. forget it. she's not worth it. lol. keep doin well in school okay. DOING WELL IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! i get jealous sometimes. forgive me. hahahaha.

okay..that's just about it. bragging (or is it whining) about JC maths to estee now.. -.-