Feeling quite moodless now...when I dun get to go for band, there are so many things I don't get to do, so many people I miss, so many emotions trapped inside me. The Titans feeling stays, thats what attracts me to them so much. Even that day after the spf speech day, when the Titans were boarding the buses, I stood there, trying so hard to decide whether to go with them or not. It was either go, and get scolded by my mum for reaching home so late, or stay and get home early...I don't know which part of me chose to stay. And I did. As I walked out of school toward the 293 bus stop, I felt just plain lonely. I felt as if I'd done something terribly wrong...haiz...

Is it a crime to be devoted? Is it a crime to hold something so close to your heart...