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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Time is such an unexplainable thing. Have you ever looked back at some things you'd done in the past and said

"Damn, that was stupid." or "I shouldn't have done that.." or "I could've done that better"

Stuff like that, all the regret, all the pointless reflections. Fact is, what's done is done, and there's nothing we can do to undo it.

Movies depicting the possibility of time travel...you know, those morons travelling back into the past (or in some, accidentally transported back into the past) through time machines, serious natural disasters [there was one time where someone was trapped in the middle of a tornado. When it stopped, he was in the past...what the fish?] Travelled back into the past to undo man's most serious and unforgivable mistakes.

So what about you? Have you ever thought of something did you thought you shouldn't have done? Or something you should have done but had second thoughts about it, and when you decided, it was too late? Missed a marvellous opportunity? Looked over the love of your life? Got scolded for something so stupid you'd cry about it but in the future, laugh it off.

If you had the chance to travel back in time, what would you do or undo?

Friends of mine had said..."I wish I had some magical clock I could use to turn back time, times when I enjoyed life. Undo those stupid little mishaps that got me into a whole lot of trouble."

I wish I could do the same thing. In my world, the past is always the best times of our lives. The present will be when we think of it in the future. Too complicated? Too bad. -.-"

As for me? age 12-16. Best 4 years of my life, years I will never forget. Years I wish I could just capture every moment and frame it up, keep it in a huge museum dedicated to my past. Times I relished in glory, times I laughed, cried, smiled, felt things I'd never felt before. Did things I never dreamed of before. Met people that would stay with me for life, well, at least, I want them to. Had great teachers, even greater mentors. In the band, always trying to set a new standard for rhythm, if you know what I mean. Every moment, a joy. Every moment.

Relive the past, anticipate the future. And the present? It's up to me to decide whether I'd enjoy it or hate it. Minutes pass, every second is a thing of the past. Great. I'd wasted 30 seconds just thinking of what to type next. And it all ended up with this.

Savour times of the past...live through times of the present...hope for times of the future.

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