Chocolate...random title.
today piano exam...guess what? I passed! ok la, you all know i'm not someone who's contented with just a pass...I've never got a distinction and I really want one, but seriously, I'm not someone who can work under pressure, especially on the piano. Mum says it's cuz of lack of performing experience on the piano. True; give me a snare drum or drumset and I can perform in front of thousands, but a piano? I'll pass till about twenty years later. haha...maybe I'll never get to perform on the piano, who knows? But what matters is, I know I can play, I can make it, and I enjoy playing for my own pleasure...PIANO ROCKS! imagine putting an entire orchestra score into a piano. well, maybe an electone is more suitable, but its almost the same thing, isn't it?
Whats really bugging me now is the fact that I have to leave in the middle of band camp next week for my piano at 7...and band camp is at bedok! darn...have to leave my peeps for a while. I'll miss my drums the most! even for those few hours...guess sacrifices have to be made, even if I do love both piano and band. Gonna stay all three nights...all three nights doin percussion stuff, planning to do other stuff too. [Band activities classified, due to obvious reasons. No questions asked.] Oh well, looking forward to the camp! Hope most of the other alumni are staying over too.
Tomorrow is alumni outing no.2! well, 3, i think. the second one was to marina square without me...while i was away wasting my sorry life over in malaysia...SIBU BEACH RESORT...FANTASTIQUE! more like disgustique...they're really wasting a perfectly good island. Need to develop their amenities more, cuz they're really pathetic. Shan't elaborate more on that though, besides being able to get a particular something for a particular someone =p. Back to the alumni outing...to pasir ris park again. I don't mind...the previous outing to that place was wonderful...hope to do more tomorrow!
Changes need to be made, changes in the heart, mind and soul. Attitude adjustment is in queue. Musicality can wait, i guess. What more can we do to help them if they don't want to help themselves? Putting on a brave front is useless if theres really nothing inside. Look over at the person beside you and think, what is he here for? What is he thinking? What does he want from all this? Why does he want to risk everything and sacrifice everything just for this little success? If these questions are lingering in your mind, YOU NEED A CHANGE. NOW.
Ending statement...love chocolates...calms my mind and eases my suffering. Kinda like beer, only it doesn't make you throw chunks after every few cans. And I don't drink beer, by the way. =D
Whats really bugging me now is the fact that I have to leave in the middle of band camp next week for my piano at 7...and band camp is at bedok! darn...have to leave my peeps for a while. I'll miss my drums the most! even for those few hours...guess sacrifices have to be made, even if I do love both piano and band. Gonna stay all three nights...all three nights doin percussion stuff, planning to do other stuff too. [Band activities classified, due to obvious reasons. No questions asked.] Oh well, looking forward to the camp! Hope most of the other alumni are staying over too.
Tomorrow is alumni outing no.2! well, 3, i think. the second one was to marina square without me...while i was away wasting my sorry life over in malaysia...SIBU BEACH RESORT...FANTASTIQUE! more like disgustique...they're really wasting a perfectly good island. Need to develop their amenities more, cuz they're really pathetic. Shan't elaborate more on that though, besides being able to get a particular something for a particular someone =p. Back to the alumni outing...to pasir ris park again. I don't mind...the previous outing to that place was wonderful...hope to do more tomorrow!
Changes need to be made, changes in the heart, mind and soul. Attitude adjustment is in queue. Musicality can wait, i guess. What more can we do to help them if they don't want to help themselves? Putting on a brave front is useless if theres really nothing inside. Look over at the person beside you and think, what is he here for? What is he thinking? What does he want from all this? Why does he want to risk everything and sacrifice everything just for this little success? If these questions are lingering in your mind, YOU NEED A CHANGE. NOW.
Ending statement...love chocolates...calms my mind and eases my suffering. Kinda like beer, only it doesn't make you throw chunks after every few cans. And I don't drink beer, by the way. =D
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