'O's comin...happy. sad. sian

The title says it all...'O's are just around the corner...this coming Monday to be exact. I've been studying hard (or maybe not so hard) for all my subjects INCLUDING humanities which I apparently detest so very much. I've been studying physics and chemistry for what seemed to be an endless period of time, so I shouldn't be touching on that for the whole of next week, especially since my physics and chem papers are not next week anyway. Been goin back to do SS with mdm ho in school lately...monday and today. Monday was bad for me lahz. went in the morning den reach home late in the evening. Felt very demoralized as i was bad in my structured essays and my source based (which is always bad, actually. I ALWAYS fail source based.) fortunately I wasn't alone...farzana managed to cheer me up with her motivating words...she could be some kind of cheerleader or something. Even in times of trouble she still keeps herself cheerful...thanks for the encouragement! (err...by the way. i found out today that she WAS a cheerleader in primary school...HAHAHA! sorry ar, dun pinch me when u see me =p)

Today was good la. not a big leap of improvement but commendable to me, at least. Well now I sort of know how to answer questions as they are asked...CONTENT TONE PURPOSE IMPACT! the most important things in source based...not because they are difficult to catch and apply, but because they carry the most MARKS! I wonder why so many students today are so engrossed in getting high marks, high marks, good results, when in fact some of them do not even know the process to get there. It's all the hard work and practice that actually pays off when the Big One comes. well, the 'big one' here actually refers to 'O's in my case. I really hope i can apply what i've learnt when the time comes.

My grandma is cooking porridge on friday!!! well, actually i'm not so sure. I wanna invite my friends over to savour this culinary delight...a taste of heaven! but, i dunno if i have to sacrifice this opportunity to go visiting on friday. in addition...if i DO go visiting on friday...i have to sacrifice another thing...having lunch with sammie! i can't believe it. i already promised her...haiz. gotta see how things go, i guess. *sorry if I can't make it...i promise to make it up to you some other day if i really cant...*

Have to really focus on studying now...i dun even know why i'm on the computer now...i guess everyone needs a little time to de-stress after a long day, even if today wasn't that long in fact.
*sigh*...well, end here la. nothing much to say. and remember, if ANYONE wants me to blog, please...tell me. cuz i won't if nobody wants me to. weird? live with it. =p