It's a whoLe new worLd....
what's up with people these days? I take a look around and I see so many changes...some so drastic, more quite subtle yet to disturbing...Maybe it's because i'm too sensitive so I can't adapt to how people constantly change...their attitudes, appearance, the way they speak and react...everything seems different now. How come so many people are having problems now? it's human nature to complicate things but not in this proportion...now everything seems like an indomitable abyss..........and their life just ends there...stops in time till who knows when?
To tell ya the truth, I have absolutely no idea why I juz typed the 6 lines above....maybe it just cropped up in my mind so I had to type it down...The past few weeks...wait, the past MONTH without blogging has resulted in an overload in my chest...too many things happening in too little a time. Take the balloon hat festival for one, went quite well, but not at all satisfied with my own performance...never did well at all...except for the 40 minute performance...can say I wasn't in tip top shape when we marched off. Face tightened at the beach, arms stiffen, can't move my wrists...stop playing. The motivation just stops there...no more drive, no more fire...I was doused. The crowd wasn't in the least what I expected...I probably overestimated the number.
Now the main concern is NDP...stupid SAF ppl and NDP planning committee...the formations they came up with were crappy...although I can't say I'd do better in their shoes. Today did all the formations including instrumentals...can say did very well! I'm sure the band camp on monday they'll do even better. Are those SAF guys in for a surprise on monday....muahaha...Finally I had some grasp of the formations...now I can ReALLY start helping out when the band is on the netball court. Sometimes I just feel so useless just standing there and not knowing when they are moving or something. Now I just hope my percussion section can do the same with the formations as they did today after band with their 'extra' practice...BASS DRUMS BRING DOWN THE HOUSE!!! lol...power sia they all...amirrul especially...really respect him for his patience and energy.
Really looking forward to spendin some quality time with her...heEz...Although i must say I already have...a few times...just doesn't seem enough! every minute with her feels like a second cuz it just doesn't make up for the amount of time we actually aren't together...well...maybe next time?
Now I just realized something...while at orchard just now and actually earlier in school. MY STROKES SUCK NOW! damn, after seeing zack's impromptu on the snare, my jaw dropped and my hands juz started trembling. HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THAT!? I just don't believe it's his macework that's given him such speed and flair on the snare...how does he do it man...dun care, muz push myself to become better than him!! I can....I must...I WILL!!! =p
*lovE u saMmiE.....!!!!*
To tell ya the truth, I have absolutely no idea why I juz typed the 6 lines above....maybe it just cropped up in my mind so I had to type it down...The past few weeks...wait, the past MONTH without blogging has resulted in an overload in my chest...too many things happening in too little a time. Take the balloon hat festival for one, went quite well, but not at all satisfied with my own performance...never did well at all...except for the 40 minute performance...can say I wasn't in tip top shape when we marched off. Face tightened at the beach, arms stiffen, can't move my wrists...stop playing. The motivation just stops there...no more drive, no more fire...I was doused. The crowd wasn't in the least what I expected...I probably overestimated the number.
Now the main concern is NDP...stupid SAF ppl and NDP planning committee...the formations they came up with were crappy...although I can't say I'd do better in their shoes. Today did all the formations including instrumentals...can say did very well! I'm sure the band camp on monday they'll do even better. Are those SAF guys in for a surprise on monday....muahaha...Finally I had some grasp of the formations...now I can ReALLY start helping out when the band is on the netball court. Sometimes I just feel so useless just standing there and not knowing when they are moving or something. Now I just hope my percussion section can do the same with the formations as they did today after band with their 'extra' practice...BASS DRUMS BRING DOWN THE HOUSE!!! lol...power sia they all...amirrul especially...really respect him for his patience and energy.
Really looking forward to spendin some quality time with her...heEz...Although i must say I already have...a few times...just doesn't seem enough! every minute with her feels like a second cuz it just doesn't make up for the amount of time we actually aren't together...well...maybe next time?
Now I just realized something...while at orchard just now and actually earlier in school. MY STROKES SUCK NOW! damn, after seeing zack's impromptu on the snare, my jaw dropped and my hands juz started trembling. HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THAT!? I just don't believe it's his macework that's given him such speed and flair on the snare...how does he do it man...dun care, muz push myself to become better than him!! I can....I must...I WILL!!! =p
*lovE u saMmiE.....!!!!*
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