don'T be seeIn thInGs wrongLy.

ok...sammie didn't come for the kranji camp prac today cuz she went to malaysia...can't entirely blame her though...was forced by her mum...I always get into the same situation, and i can admit here that i dun always take responsibility to argue myself out of it, but i guess it's too late for that now. The same goes for sammie; i'm not pointing fingers directly at her, but if i were in her shoes, i would've gotten myself to band no matter what, especially for something as important as this. Yishun Town SS and Bowen SS, FULL ATTENDANCE, 64 members each, no holes, maximum progress, great show. Springfield and Ping Yi SS combined squads of 128 members, 13 plus holes, slow progress, not the best of shows (i guess). Not criticizing the band, man. Really need to put in more effort to really produce something good. It aint easy marching in the hot sun, kneelin down on jagged, sharp surfaces, holdin instruments up high, pushing your air all the way, but it's got to be done right? Top 4 display band in Singapore, first gold medal in 2004, surely people expect more?

If i were to apologize to her now, i could. call me now, I'd say it to your face and we'd all feel good. but it just doesn't cut it. It won't work...I really dun wan this to happen, but this ends now, no matter what. All i need is for you to put in your all in whatever you do, everytime do your best, the Titans Best. That's all. Not everything's your fault, I know. I know you've done enough, at least enough for other people to notice. But nothing is ever enough, and you should know that.

I know u expected something better out of me from my msges...but I'm sorry and I really had to do it. I wanted to make ya feel good, but I couldn't. I'm just sorry okay? I have nothing else to say...